hack hack hack !

^ that reminds me of strong baby-seungri. crack crack crack ! wow... LOL
anywayyy;
hi, i came to hack dan's blog; hahaha
idk how to start.. o_O ill start like how everyone else starts,
how we met !
i met him in winter i think, when i was in 7th grade at eaton
aaaaaand we werent close from the beginning
i just thought he was this weird 8th grader with long hair singing 풍선 :P
HAHAHAHAHAHAA good old times.. the essay writing place;; hahahahaa
anywayyyy, honestly.. i thought i would never see him in my life again
until i realized he was going to oxford too ! i was like
wow.. oh no not the perverted guy; HAHAHA jk (:
but honestly, going to eaton was pretty fun
listening to dan and jin cho talk was pretty amusing, idk how
but all i know is that it wasnt boring.. hahahaha
and im sorry for all the things that happened ^^ LOL
oxford!
well i dont think we were this close the first time at oxford
it just gradually~~~ happened? since we saw each other more often and stuff
in 8th grade he was in my pe period so we said hi and stuff
wow that waterday or sumthing.. aishhhh put me like in front of the sprinklers -___-
aaaaaand thanks to dan, i made a lot more friends ! like caleb, john, hannah, gloria(:
i think..
anywayyyyyy
im glad he goes to oxford and stuff cuz i have someone to vent to
i bet its all 부담스러워cuz i tend to get all 흥분해 and sumtimes raise my voice and stuff
but thanks for listening.. lmao and with my backing away-ness
i think thats why dan knows a lot about me
cuz i vent and rant and talk to him often, he knows my problems and concerns
he knows also like everyone in my family too
인사s to my mother, she thinks youre a nice person. hahahaha
and she thinks ur very tall. lmao
loves my brother. hahahahahaha more than me tsk tsk
you know what i just realized? i knew him for like almost 3 years o_O thats a long time
7th grade-now. woahhhh !
and we never even hung out. and we only have ONE picture together; hahahaha
not much of those friendship memories like going sumwhere watch movie taking pictures and stuff
but its okayy!
i can say that i might have more memories w/him than some of my best friends
just by talking and texting(: its really fun and time flies
always there for me, especially on that day when i was all T^T and D: thank youu !=)
im such a pain in the ass. LOL but thanks for bearing and 참아ing hahahahahahahahahahah [x
and i vent too much -_- maybe i should stop venting to people and keep it to myself
anywayyyy, this post is all over the place and not organized; i suck at this..
OH YEAH, thanks for the bigbang cd ! you gave me during the summer
and thanks for that sweater thing for christmass ! (: yay i love stripes, and you know that
hahahahahaah. wow i wrote more than you; im so nice
and really, this blog is so all over the place and messy and disorganized =/ ehhhh
anywayyyy
i guess im glad that i went to eaton and met you
cuz i think if i didnt go there and we both just went to oxford, i would not have known youu

Todays Swim Meet and afterrrr

ughhh so i swam varsity today
and i got freaking 100 fly
and 100 back. like ARE YOU SERIOUS
wowowowow and especialllyyy when
hannah and gloria were there. ughh
sooooo embarassing :[[[[[[[[[[[[
i thot i was gonna die on the last 25 back
from the fly :[ and hannah kept taking pics D:
but wateverrr i hope i dont get it agenn :]]

after the meet we went to yogurt time,
and they KEPT talking about wat type
of guy they liked, and somehow i got pulled
into the conversation... weirdd... ahahaha
anyywayyy it was cool hearing about the
opposite sex's opinions on stuff aha hmmm
thats about it for my day
tomorrows choir festival...i HOPE we come back
like
in the last 5 minutes of 6th plzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i hateeeeeeeeeeeeee chinese! :]

gabe bergado

is the coolest person ive ever met :D

VV

idk why it didnt post anything...
but anyway i like it
and not being cocky or nothing
but it kinad reminds me of
a krn celebrity's hair ahah

new haircut!!

____ __ ____

speechless outside...
inside screaming

...

so it was choir show,
i honestly think mp was like
the best outta the classes,
but thats just my opinion.
the stuff that happened after the
choir show was SUPERRRR fun
and hilarious, but you gotta be there
to know how fun it was. i cant believe
i might not be able to take choir next year...
anyway..... lifes still been like a roller coaster
ive had the best of times where i forget all about
wats been bothering me, but after the fun disappears...
i sometimes really wanna just break down or something
feels like my chest is ripping, and i hate it......

these days, ive been super indecisive, like
more than normal. idk wat to do
ughhh been feeling like crap these days
first i thot it was cuz of those stupid braces
thingys, then i thot it was cuz of choir week
but i dont have any other reason to be this way.
theres not many ppl i can REALLY vent out like
alll my feelings about currently...
even if i do, im probably just gonna embarass myself

Tiringggg

So this week is choir hell week
and then choir show on fri-sat
then sadies like meeting/planning/setup
this sunday, then setting up sadies
the morning of sadies, then sadiess
woooooww sooo busyy
that PLUS swim, omg stress.
swims been pretty good to me this season
im not tired after practice that much
and im wayyyy faster than last year :]]
ahaha i guess today was a pretty good day
cuz i took those STUPID braces thingys off
and he says, hes gonna get them off in like
a month YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
finally freed from the 3 years of like torture
these stupid things have put me through.
so anywayy yea, first swim meet, i hopeee
i dont choke like last year ahaha
anyway since everyone did this, ill do it to
that colorgenics thingy

Name: Dan HwangDate: 3/3/2009Colorgenics Number: 17034265
At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.
You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.
You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

idk if its completellyy accurate, but its pretty close aha