Sunday, May 31, 2009

Today

I was super bored, went to nrb with some ppl
it was funnnn even tho i was the only guy aha
idkk ive gone with john so much, it was weird
in the beginning singing the songs we usually
sing by myself or with a girl, but by the end
i was fineeeee :D aha anywayyy yea we went
to nrb and sang for like 2 hours, when it was
originally 1 hour aha thenn it ended up i paid
like 50 cents less than i was supposed to and
i felt bad so i bought them starbucks on my
crazyy starbucks cards :]]]] i love driving
whenever im bored now, i can always find
somewayy to entertain myself, especially
when there is no one there to entertain me

idk these days ive been feeling lonelier and
lonelier, my last relationship was like over 2
years ago, and in freshman year i didnt think
TOO much of being single, but i think after a
while, it starts coming back to you...
springs supposed to be the season of love
where both the flowers and the relationships
blossom
but why hasnt mine bloomed yet?

O Yeaa Forgot

Firsts
soooo it was my first time:
going to jennys house
actually playing with ayden
talking with her mother, not just insa
seeing her sister in real life
going into jennys room
and watching something with jenny,
even tho i did not know wat it was
and we werent really watching LOOL
manyy more to comee? ahaha

Saturday, May 30, 2009

OOOOH you makee me liveee

ahaha my dads listening to that song
upstairs right now. its soo good ahaha
anywayy today like the most fun i had
was PROBABLYY at jennys house
even tho it was like half an hour D:
i picked john up to eat, but i felt like
going to jennys house for some reason
so we went and wooow i like ittt :D aha
idk i was just gonna say hi and go, but her
mom told us to come in, so i did, and idk why
i was pretty scared/nervous, aha so for like the
first couple minutes me and john just stood at
the doorway buttt we ended up having funn
played with jennys brotherr who is FREAKINGG
cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D and talked with her
mom while jenny went upstairs to clean her room
even thoo, personnallyy, i think it wouldnt have been
that messy compared to like my room ahaha
yeaa her mom is very nice and i thot itd be awkward
to talk to her since jenny was gone, but nott at all aha
yeaa then we went to her room, which is like freakinggg
niceee i want ittt give it to mee T_T aha picture wall
and everythinggg ahaha cool roooomm
yeaa then we talked a little about kimbab i guess
and ate fruits :D then i had to go, which i kinda regret
cuz when we got there like only 2 of the 6 other ppl
that were supposed to come came :[[

Monday, May 25, 2009

My 3 Day Weekend

was more funn than i expecteddd!
i thot id just be in front of the computer
doing nothing and watching stuff
but i loveeee drivinggg, like half the time
i was driving :D

Saturday:
I went to hagwon really early in the morning
and it was kindaa boringg, but after i went to
my singing teachers house and sang with this
one girl thats reallyyyyy goood and idk the harmony
was prettttttttyyyy crazyy, kinda excited
we're doign lessons together now cuz the teacher
likes how we do singing with each other or something idkk
anyyywayyy that got me kidna excitedd and thenn i came home
and did some homeworkk -____- and hmm oo yeaa!
i went to jjimjilbangg agen, and it was so-so i just took
a reallyyy comfortable nap in one of the rooms :D ahaha
andd thenn this like weird hwang ssi meeting thing with
alll these jangsoo(my family) hwang ssis and i met my like
really really really really really distant cousin there, and we talked
it was kinda cool, we have a lot of similar interests

Sunday:
so sunday, just went to church, and i was gonnaa
go to nrb, but things didnt work out, and my parents
went to a jipdeullee for the whole night, so i had the car to
myself for like 6-7 hours you knowwww? so i was super excited
anywayy the back story that will play a part
in the plot is that they left while i was napping
and they kneww i was gonna take the car out,
and one car is a minivan, and the other is like
a beat up truck, and they took the minivan
and they took the keys for the truckk, but they left
a spare key so i was all happy, but the key didnt have
the locking thingg!!! so i was like omg... and i tried
locking it with the key that they left, but the key was too like
weird idk and it wouldnt, so i left home in a truck
that had veryyy bad brakes, and no way of locking
to johns house, and we went around and talked about alot of stuff
and like we went to starbucks with hannah, but i didnt wanna
risk getting the car jacked, so we went to a park and talked
in the trunk of the truck, and like we went to boba loca
and i parked like really close so i could seeeeee
oo yeaaa! and the part that ALMOST made me cry
was i park, and i turn it off, but the key wouldnt come out
so i try starting the car agen, but it wouldnt start
so im like OMGGG and i bang my head on the steering wheel
and then i see a glwoing thing underdeath a D
it was still on drive -_____- which is whyy i dislikeee
SUPERRR old cars anywayyy yeaa stay out till like 8-9ish
parents came home at 10, went to johns house to sleepover
composed songs talked, watched ING with imsoojung
omgggggg sooooo cuteee wowowow anywayyy yeaa its super sad
andd then slept :D

Monday:
so i guess a lot happened in the morning
like johns homestay noona like attacked him
and stuff, but i dotn remember anyythinggggg aha
and thenn i woke up around 12 got ready, caleb came
laterr and we just watched stuff, and i went home
and came back with the car( the minivan) and me
and caleb went to christie's house cuz his speciiallll
person (:]) was there, and i teased them :]]
then i dropped him off around six, came home,
ateee and learned romanza which i loveee :D ahaha
andd im writing this cuz someone told me to write about
my weekedn too! butt sorry if it gets super general
or boring ish, im like dying from drowsiness right now :[[
mmkayyy gniteee!!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

When Youre Dreaming With a Broken Heart

The giving up is the hardest part...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

At Lasttttttt

a prettyyyy fun weekend dayyy
others were kindaa fun cuz i just went out for a little
but today, from 4-6 me john gabe david and rose went to nrb and i was super excited cuz i havent gone since forever and i drove :D sangg like crazyy lost my voice, went to icekeki after and ate some green tea bingsoo and talkedd and i lost the first time at eating dduk :[[. thenn i dropped rose and gabe off, me and john went driving around to see what we could do, and after stopping by casie and michelles house we finally went to michaels house and he came out and we went out to eat phoo and ate... then we were bored agenn and thot we were going to stephanies house to play wii and even bought starbucks for her, buttttttt when we got there, she had to leave and she took the drink and left us.... :[[[[[ sooo again we had nothing to doo and we just decided to go to hannahs since, we ALWAYS intrude hannah... and justin... LOOL anyway we went and played with her freakkkkinnngggggggg cute cousinss Ellie is so nice and smart :]]]]]]
andd thenn we left, but the thing is, like we were going, and while im dropping john off, a car like blinked its lights at us, and me and michael were like "wtf is taht guy doing..." and i noticed while im turning, "hey why is it so dark?" and the front lights werent working, and if i cop saw, he wouldve pulled me over and i wouldve been SCREWEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDD up the butt.... so we went to michael house with HI BEAM on cuz we figured itd be less easy to catch than lights off completely when it is STILL illegal to do that... so we were sweating liek crazy the whole wayyyy and the ride back home was worse cuz i kept imagining police sirens and got myself superrr scaredd. annndd the weird thiing is, when i get home and tell my mom about it, she tries, and it works! i think it might be haunted O.o LOL jp. anywayyy just happy i got home without a ticket ahaha andddd now its time to do hw -____-

p.s. uhh the title came from joshs cover of at last, and it is SOOO good. like wooow incredible... john keptttttt playing it and now its stuck in my head ahaha

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Borrringgggg Weekendddd

suchhh a boring weekendd

i barely did anything
the highlight of it would be
eating 순두부 and just driving
having a license gives me so much freedddooommm:D
i literally just drove to like buena park cuz i was bored
hahaha nnow its time to get a car
if anyone knows any job openings, tell me!!!!
i am in DIRE need of a job and money :]
uhhh o yea and i pwned my 순두부 vvv :]
you can see the bottom of the bowl :]]]]