Another Year Older

I have a feeling this blog is gonna be very long, cuz I did a lot today,
andd just the fact that its new years!
I am currently superr tired from walking around most of the day ahaha

So today started off with me going to visit Gina, an older person from church
at the hospital, because right now she is really sick and stuff :[[
the whole time I had a lump in my throat cuz I didnt want to start crying cuz
like, Ive known her my whole life and stuff. I finally decided, I dont wanna
be in the health field cuz, I can barely stand hearing about people dying,
so I dont think Ill be able to live with myself if I make a mistake and
accidentally take someones life. Today I really found out the meaning of
"Dont do something for the money, but do something you enjoy doing."
I mean I wanted to go into the health field cuz, honestly, the money
but after going there today, and seeing how much pain she was in,
and just the mood of the whole hospital just really brought down my spirits.
Like, I just imagined how many people could be dying in like, the next building
and the stench of death just lingered over the whole place. Very depressing.
The only business I want in a hospital is if someone I know is hurt, or if Im hurt.

On a brighter note, I went to Downtown Disney today withhhh....
John, Hannah, David, MYP, and Gloria!! Yayyyyy ahahaha
It was very fun but also very tiring, by the end, I was about to die
cuz I didnt have anything to drink and Hannah wouldnt buy me any
anddd I was kinda hungry, and I like Kettle Corn, and Hannah had a bunch,
and she was mad at David, but she didnt let me have any either, so I was like D:
Ahaha anddd Hannah spent like over an hour at Build-A-Bear, and everyone was like
wooow ahaha and me and John laughed like crazy cuz of the heart thingy AHAHAHA
Buttt we took many many pictures (especially Hannah) and ate at Rainforest Cafe~
It was really fun, and there were many funny moments, and memorable ones too? ahaha
anyway it was a really good way to spend New Year's Eve, I mean, no one better than
with some of your closest friends right? ahahaha all I can say is, it was fun :]]]
anndddd Downtown Disney was AMAZINGLY well decorated, and beautiful today,
and there are alot of cool street performers that are crazy good, and the stores are all
really fun and the workers are super chill, so we could like just take pictures and leave aha
I wouldnt mind going there again :]]

So on my last section, its gonna be about my New Year's Resolutions cuz I didnt get
much of a chance to make it today cuz I went late to church ahaha
hmmm I have many, but Ill only list some of them:
1. Maintain good and strong relationships with my friends and family
2. Do not lessen, but increase in my faith with Him
3. Live more open mindedly
4. Try to get more serious about school
5. Try finding out if what I want to do now is really what I want to do for the rest of my life
6. Continue to learn about myself and others
Lets all hope we can accomplish our goals this year! :]]