A Roller Coaster

Ive heard that phrase, "life is like a rollercoaster" alot,
but i always thot, there was a period of good, then
it goes all bad, but it lasted like a couple weeks at least...
but in these past few days, its been THE WORST
roller coaster ever....
sure there were alot of good things, sadies for one,
but after that wow, ive never felt this much like
anger and happy mixed at one time.
i would be all angry, then i would talk to my frends
and just being with them would cheer me up,
but after they leave, im just angry again, and the
braces thing just makes it worse. the only time ive
punch walls, and messed up a bunch of stuff, imagined
me killing somebody, and beign so angry i started tearing up
wass a looooooonnggg time ago, but these days, wow,
it hasnt been that bad, but ive had so much anger for some reason
hannah posted a blog saying that its the little things that
can really make a difference, and that is so true,
all the little things ppl have been doing to me, like maybe even as a joke
got me so pissed. if i was ever like not responding or something
at a ppoint, im sorry ahaha
but i think i just need more time to get rid of my anger and most of my emotions for now....